Summer Vacation To Do

I will finally be graduating next week and I can't wait to get out of high school! ^__^ I pretty much hate it as if reminds me of how I screwed up and lost my opportunities. Nevertheless, that is my own fault and I can't blame anyone but myself. In college, it's time to work harder and get back to my origins! 加油! Or, as they say in english, add oil! Planned my summer already and hopefully I will complete most if not all of it.

~Read 3 books

~Get 2 million NP

~Get to lv. 60 on Maplestory

~Long bus rides

~Driver's License and lessons

~Get my sexy baby

~Waikele Shopping Center?

~Shopping for new wardrobe

~Placement tests for college

~Freshmen orientation

~Pull out the dumb wisdom teeth

~Yogurstory

~Hike to Makapu`u/Diamond Head 

~Sushi at Tokkuri Tei/Genki Sushi

~Work/hang out with Brad/Tammy

~Running/exercise with Shirley

~Get together with everyone before we part ways for college

~Pool

~Curry House

~Job?

~Kahuku Shrimp

~Bowling?

~Photography

~Ice Cream Spree

~Dye my hair brown

~Dole Cannery?

~Volunteer at Humane Society/zoo

~Bake/cook yummy food

~Angela's birthday

~July 4th fireworks

~Get lost in Waikiki

~Aloha Tower

~Sheraton Hotel at night in Hanohano room

~Zoo/aquarium

~Pali Lookout?

~Swap meet

~DFS Galleria

~Paint ball/laser tag

~Eat at Oceanarium Restaurant @ Pacific Beach Hotel 

~Clean

~Tennis Luau
~Karaoke
~Law Society Social?
~Chinese School Graduation & Social
~Camera whore
~Grad Party
~Beach
~Finish my puzzle
~Senior Portraits
~Pho
~Hibernate

I'll probably add more as the days go on.

Love - Aren't you a bit too young?

So, it's been a while since I last blogged any shit up - and right now I am in class playing neopets and blogging when in fact, I should be finishing my back work. :3 Whoopsies.

First of all, I'm not really one who believes in high school relationships and I do get jealous of couples at times. But here I am sitting next to several people and I am laughing so hard on the inside. What? How old are you, (like 16/17?) and you're talking about love and serious relationships already? You sir, make me laugh my fucking ass off. I don't know you, but you are giving advice as if you yourself have been in a million relationships and I think that that's just retarded. Oh please, don't talk about finding yourself in front of my face, because it just makes me laugh. Seriously, if I wasn't right next to you, I would roll my eyes and be on the floor crying right now. Instead of thinking about boys and love, you should be worrying about your future and crap because that's what's important right now.

It's not so much of what you said, but the tone and the way you presented the advice to the poor girl who is listening to you was retardedly stupid. Please, you've only been living on this planet for less than TWO fucking decades. Don't act like you're an expert in how guys and girls should act in a relationship -especially when you haven't fucking experienced a real one yourself. I apologize if I am repeating myself, but.... You may disagree with me and I may even disagree with myself years down the road, but right now, no.

Another thing that has been bugging me for the pass two months - Don't you dare use other activities as a excuse to get out of doing your job. I am talking about you, Section Leader. You won that 1st chair and you are expected to do your fucking job of making up sectionals and calling extra sectionals. But no, instead, you go around prancing and using judo as an excuse. Uh, hello, the world does not revolve around you. I'm busy too, so is the next person besides me. I shake my head in disappointment hearing how crappy the band sounded this year. I know it's due to a lot of factors, but we could have done our part to make it better. If you ask me why I didn't take charge, I lost my leadership at the beginning of the year along with my fucking 1st chair when I screwed up my audition. If you are going to do other activities, manage your fucking time. I managed to do it last year, so why can't you?

Also just had prom this past weekend. It was okay, mediocre at best. I think I spent most of the time waiting in line to take professional pictures, which brings me to my next point. The skank. I know I should have said no when she asked me to take pictures, but I didn't think it'd be that bad. Thank god my friends were there to hold me back from losing my temper, cause I was seriously about to explode. Stop screaming like an 'angry chicken hag', or as we call them in Chinese, 'ock gei na' cause it makes you look stupidly retarded. It doesn't help that you already look like a hag and dress like a slut. And with fucking rumors going around that you're pregnant from sleeping around with every guy you "date", I would try to keep a low profile.Long story short, we originally planned for 12 people to take a photo with and each person was only suppose to pay $4. We ended up with 10, so of course the price was going to go up per person. Stop making a fucking big deal about the one extra dollar an just pay me because I am the one who ends up paying extra fucking money if you don't correctly pay your share. That is if you even paid your fucking share. I counted and recounted the money and somebody had the fucking nerve to not pay money that night. Thanks for making ME pay the extra money when that was already the case.

Then, this morning, you even had the nerve to stupidly ask me 'Did the pictures come in?' in a not only whiney tone, but an ungrateful one as well. Hello, PROM WAS ONLY ON SATURDAY, DUMBASS! Did I have to ssss-llllllloooooooooooooowwww-llyyyy spell that out for you? Or are you just stupid. Not only that, what ticked me off wasn't just your tone, but the fact that you didn't pay (I know it was you) and that it was the first fucking thing you asked me. Are you so fucking afraid that I'm not going to give you the pictures? Or is it because you know that I know that I didn't pay? I seriously hope that you get some STD for your slutty actions as a retribution. It serves you right for everything you've done to not only me, but to my friends as well. Excuse me for my immature and brash behavior, but my blood boils when I think of this incident.

Finally on a lighter note, I have finally decided that I will get a 2011 Honda Accord for my first car and I am fucking excited!~~ The sexy beast.



Just look at the beauty. D:

Good vs. Bad

All this AP Literature reading has really changed my perspective of the world, it kind of scares me really. I think lately, I've been viewing the world in a very critical, cynical, and satirically way. Makes me questions a lot of things really and it's confusing me as well. What is good in this world? I definitely know that humans aren't good, but we aren't bad either. Ha. Reminds me of that stupid art paper I've just finished writing about. What is art? There is no definite answer to either questions, it's merely perspective, ideals, and philosophies.

Anyways, people need to stop acting like their Saints. It's disgusting. There are some things that are plain wrong like racism and rape and that's where you need to stand your ground in fighting against it. Okay, that didn't make any fucking sense, but it worked out better in my head. TwT But, the point is, stop acting like you're so godly and angelic. You've done shit for the past 20 years, so ugh. Hypocritical people piss me off like hell. I admit that I am a horrible woman; I lie, cheat, plot. I'm arrogant, proud, slothful. And if you don't have one bad trait about you, then you're either not human, or you're just too dumb to acknowledge it. Don't fucking go rubbing salt in my wound when you're no better though.

Take a look at yourself BEFORE you come fucking attacking me for my faults. Learn to acknowledge your own faults first and work on becoming a better person.

I wonder what the FUCK goes on in that brain of his. He must be some fucking sadist if he's picking a fight with me. Ugh. Disgusting.

However, I did make a promise to myself that I would not do ever do drugs, smoke, or have sex before marriage. There are some things that are just against my morals.

I need to digest this shit. Fucking tired from this stupid bloating and cold. Bleh.

Riding Duel, Acceleration!~

"Just saw the finale and I really have to say, it was really amazingly done and just absolutely beautiful from start to finish. The clash between Yusei and Jack really has shown just how far they'll go, giving it their all at every moment of the duel constantly pushing one another to their very limits. And it really did seem like a nice fanservice that Yusei and Jack used some of their syncro monsters that had been staples in their decks like the return of Nitro, Turbo and Junk Warrior in the course of the duel. And it was great how Yusei was able to show each of them the message of their bonds all while making his own choice for the future. And getting to see the short peek into everyone's future was a really nice touch since we got to see that everyone had made their dreams come true all thanks to the bonds they shared with Yusei. It was nice to see the scene of Aki and Yusei saying their goodbyes, with Aki even almost confessing to Yusei that she loves him before stopping herself. It was really a touching scene for the two of them. The final scene was especially touching seeing Team 5Ds making their last ride together, even having the Crimson Dragon appear and the birthmarks vanish as the Signer's job of protecting the world had been completed.

In spite of some points in the series where the plot fell below the wayside and the final season seeming like a post script season, the series as a whole has been a wild ride from start to finish. In spite of how back when GX ended, I hadn't liked the concept of the Riding Duel and syncro monsters changing the game, I really grew attached to the series as well as the characters. No matter what the series had gone through, it really kept its motif of looking towards a brighter future that can be changed for the better as well as the true strength of bonds and through these seasons, Yusei accomplished exactly that. When the series started, each of the nakama were alone in the world, Yusei dreaming of leaving the Satellite, Crow doing what he could to protect the kids, Jack depending only on himself as the King having severed his bonds, Aki hating the world for fearing her and only making others suffer and Rua and Ruka only having each other since their parents had been away. While the Crimson dragon had given them its strength to fight with, just as the Yusei gear, it had been Yusei who truly brought them together as a team and held them all tightly through their bonds and helped them to grow as individuals in the process. Thus with or without their birthmarks, no matter how far apart they may go, they will always be Team 5Ds. I don't know whether I'll get into Zexel they way that I had gotten into 5Ds and from the looks of it, it may even be in a different reality from the DM-5Ds timeline, so for some of us, this could be the end of the line. But as Team 5Ds did, remember your past and always ride forward to the shining future no matter how scary it may seems. So without further ado and for the final time..........

Riding Duel! Acceleration!!"

Quoted from a fellow forum member on Janime. Truly touched my heart that I teared up a bit. <3

Blurbbles. Ha, my new made up word.

I have to go off on a rant today. Gomenasai. -w-

It's just that when I was in the shower, I was thinking about a certain famous person and her fans/followers. I won't say who the person is, but I don't necessarily hate her. On the other hand, I don't really like her either, I'm neutral. That's beside the point though. The point I'm trying to bring up is the zombie-like fans this person has. Their problem? They worship their idol as a goddess and are willing to bash and rage at anyone who disagrees with their idol. Now, from time to time, they bring 'lulz' to my day, but most of the fucking time, it irks the shit out of me. :/ Yes, I am keeping in mind that most of the people watching this person are probably in the age range of 11-15. However, there shouldn't be an excuse for older (16+)  viewers/followers to go around worshiping anyone like that. When you get to that age, you should be willing to take criticism/bad comments given to your oh-so-special-idol and not start raging like a babbling buffoon. I am talking to you, people on Facebook and Youtube.

When you refuse to look at both sides of something and are willing to sacredly defend your idol to no ends, ESPECIALLY when evidence is being shoved in front of your fucking face that proves that you're wrong, then that tells me that YOU have a fucking problem. Also, that goes to show how mature you are and what our society has become. I'm not saying that you shouldn't like any idols at all, but just be willing to face some critique and bashing every so often. Don't come attacking someone who just happens to say something like "That's horrible," or whatever else there is in response to something your idol put up. (Uhg, I'm brain dead form this cold. -w-) In the end, just keep an open mind. Everyone is different.

On another note, I will admit that I use to worship Hilary Duff as well - when I was a tweeny little 12-13 year old. :D

Credits to TVTokyo

Picked up a new anime today as well. Gosick is the title. I admit that the title itself is intriguing, a bit queer (NOT GAY, Baka!), but it's what attracted me when I was surfing Crunchyroll for a new anime. :3

First episode - I fell in love with it. The storyline is very thrilling and psychologically driven(?). Dunno if that's the word I'm looking for, but oh well. Art is very pleasing and fresh to look at and characters are very cute. -points to picture- Kawaii desu ne?

I'm caught up with the story now, but have to wait a whole fricken week for the next damn episode. -wallows- Currently 11/24 episodes, with a new one every Friday @ 1:23 A.M. << more tears.

Now for lulz:

That should make you want to watch it. :3

For those you who have been keeping up with Yugioh 5d's, you'll also know that it has ended. :(
I'll post on that later. ;)
But anyways, Yusei's last words have been on my mind lately: "From this point foward lies the future we've created ourselves. Ride with all your might everyone - in the Riding Duel called 'Life.'"

It's Friday! (No reference intended.)

I don't know if people even know this blog exists, let alone follow it. If no one follows, that is fine. I write for my own pleasure and to vent my frustrations and worries. I also write to express my thoughts as some things can't be expressed to humans. Years from today, I expect to look back and read all this nonsensical crap and laugh to myself, thinking about all the shit I have gone through. [No, I have not committed any arson, theft, drugs, or murder.]

Inspiration - it's the single hardest fucking thing for me to find. Well, one of the most hardest. Not many things inspire me in life, maybe that's why I'm such a cynic and have low motivation - I still haven't found who I am yet. I look around myself and I do see beauty and all that shit, but none of that gives me drive to actually document it. You know what I am getting at. I need to start behaving and stop playing around in life, but maybe it's not time yet. Maybe it's that time in life where I need to do all sorts of shit and stunts, break rules (not laws), and go do some self searching.

Fuck, I went all over the place with everything. I don't know what my focus is right now as evidenced by the above paragraph. I'll improve, hopefully. -w-


Oh on another note, I'm a horrible person, like everyone else on this planet. Humans pull shit like lying, cheating, and whatever all the time. I am in no way saying that it is right, but stop acting like you haven't done shit in the past. kthanxbai.


Edit: Oh, here's a random picture of a bird at the mall. :) Thought it was kinda cute at the time.